wow, it's been a while since i updated this...
life has been going alright. ups and downs, all that jazz. i did manage to get a job. it's not in my field, but it pays the bills so i can keep existing. retail hell, but its what i used to do when i was a student so im good at it, and also as far as retail goes it aint too bad.
as far as this site goes, i eventually want to get back to actually updating it properly. my dum dum adhd brain makes it so i jump around different interests a lot though, so im not sure exactly when ill get around to it. gotta wait for the inspiration bug to bite me.
time kinda flies when youre stuck in a rut in a weird way. like damn, its already november? that doesnt seem right. its strange, despite my life being in a weird place my mental is better than it has been in a long while. i guess my last job was effecting me a bit more than i thought at the time, not to mention time healing all and all that. i cant continue doing this forever, but for now... hey im doing alright and thats all that matters.
i think the main thing im missing from my life right now is some sort of creative outlet, but i just havent found anything that gives me that spark right now. but damn i need some kinda way to express myself before my brain goes boom. im just kinda floating down a lazy river right now, yknow?
but anyway, thats my life update for now. soon ill actually write something of substance here again, for now im eepy and just felt like dumping some thoughts out of my head. oki bye for now byeeeeeeee